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Well if you don't already know. I am finally having a baby. I'm excited yet scared but things are about to change. Lets hope I van handle it all. Yes I understand having a baby is work and it's not for everyone but I have faith in myself that I can do this! I read… Continue reading Changes are coming..
When she opens up her Facebook and sees another pregnancy announcement and then another. I prayed everyday for years to guard her heart from the heartache that might possibly might overwhelm her or maybe the emotions of jealously that might drag her down and cause her to feel horrible person. I needed strength to hold… Continue reading It’s okay to not be okay
Man oh man. I have been gone for a while I am so very sorry. I have been busy as hell, with work and all the mandatory overtime we have to do. I am very exhausted and trying to get everything ready for Halloween and mostly CHRISTMAS!! I am that nerd that’s watching Christmas movies… Continue reading update on me!
Some days are better than most. There is also some days where I just break down. I want to alone and cry or even dead sometimes. why? does anyone ever really know why, I don't think so. I have a chemical unbalance and without my medication it'd be worse. I take the same medication twice… Continue reading Pill Shaming..
My name is Ellena Maria Rivera. I am 24 years, I was born at 8:05 am and I was 8 pounds and 5 oz. I was skinny, what happened haha just kidding. I currently standing at 5'3, with a show size of 6, brown hair and beautiful brown eyes. My current relationship status is single… Continue reading 34 Facts about me.
Bailey Rivera born 8-11-2018 at 3:44 pm. I am an aunt now and I feel so proud. Leslie did a wonderful job during this whole pregnancy and I give her major props. I can't wait to hold her again and spoil the crap out of her, sorry now Bubba and Leslie. I will be… Continue reading 6 LBS AND 7 OZ
Depression. You've all heard it or think you know someone with it and you might think you know what it is. You don't know a thing about it tho, if you don't have this mental illness you have no idea what it is. So let me tell you about my depression in my own words.… Continue reading What you don’t know..
Today is not only Tuesday but it is a good one. I got my very first frozen Redbull from Cliffside Coffee here in Amarillo, tx. It was heaven on my taste buds. Well today is day 10, July is going by fast sucks. I am only 24 but yet my life seems to be going… Continue reading Physical Features don’t always make a person
Today is defiantly a Monday that's for sure. I've been trying to write this blog all damn day but can only get a few words typed then I will get a call. Sucks butthole! So now I will be writing days 7, 8 and 9. Ready? Day 7- What does my pet hate? Lily bear… Continue reading hates, purse and habits.
I missed a few days so day 3 and it is what is my favorite quote? Well it isn't really a quote just a bible verse that makes me always smile. “It is not fancy hair, gold jewelry, or fine clothes that should make you beautiful. No, your beauty should come from inside you –the… Continue reading Day 3,4,5 and 6