Whenever a woman is pregnant they get all these butterflies and hopes for the future. I made plans, had names picked out and all that jazz. I was pregnant, I loved that baby more than my life it’s self. I will forever be changed from losing my baby. I want to become a better person so when she looks down on me she will be very proud of me. Not a minute goes by that I don’t think of you. In my heart the baby was a girl, hence the name for this blog. It was her name that we picked out together. I may be single now but even this day I will never give that name to my kid in the future, there will never be another Paisley.
Today was not the best day of my life not just because it was a Monday but I made it. I have had the worst headache ALL day today. It has been hectic at work and people who aren’t picking upon the easiest stuff are frustrating me to the MAX!! I need to just relax. I need to understand also that just because I’ve worked on computers longer than most that not everyone will learn at my pace. I just don’t like stupid questions or when you ask the same damn question more than once just different ways. Either way, today we got our badges and they have our names and pictures. It’s office now, I’m a call tech at Xcel Energy.
I am going to lay down and relax for the night thank you all for reading and keeping up with me. Have a wonderful night and sweet dreams guys. Love you all. BBBBYYYYEEEEE