Hey guys and gals sorry I took a break on writing for a few days but I’m back now. When I left off I was on Day 11, so today I will do Days 12, 13, 14, 15, 16 and 17. So get ready for a possible long one. Sorry in advance.
Day 12– What things make you feel happy to be alive? Seeing my mom smile makes me so happy. Hearing my brothers say they love me makes me happy because they don’t say it much.
Day 13– Take a selfie just as you are now and find one thing to love about it. I love my smile. No matter what I go through or how much I hurt inside I still have this smile. I have been threw hell and back multiple times and yet I still smile, laugh and be joyful. Life happens, you have to just roll with it and live everyday like it’s the last day.
Day 14– What would your younger self be proud of you today? She would be proud that I went to college and I even did something with my life. I would also tell her that the long sleepless nights will get better sooner or later.
Day 15– What are you afraid to ask for? What do I need to speak up about? I’ve always been scared to ask for help from anyone especially my dad. I need to speak up about my feelings towards the people who I love. I’m always like what if this or that, I don’t need to live that way but I do it sucks at times for sure. I have so much feelings for this one person and it sucks because I’m stupid enough to actually tell my friends I was going to marry him and I was stupid enough to fall in love and ruin it all in one night. Will he ever know? NO, I am to chicken to say anything!
Day 16– What is the most loving thing you’ve ever done for yourself? I think starting therapy and realizing that I’m worth more than I thought.
Day 17– When was the last time I you indulged yourself and how? I indulged myself Saturday. I got my nails done and my eyebrows waxed. I felt like a girl ha.
Well its 1:45 pm, I need to go to bed I have work tomorrow and it’s a big day. Have a good night and sweet dreams. BBBBYYYYYYYEEEEEE!!!