January 8, 2019 I am now at my half way mark. I am so excited, I mean I don’t have the ideal situation but I finally am getting the baby I prayed and cried over for years. I don’t think I could be anymore happier. I do have names picked too..
Emma Maria Rivera and Maddox Joe Rivera. Emma because I’ve wanted that name for a girl since I got pregnant the first time, Maria that is mine and my moms middle name so keeping it in the family. Maddox is a book boyfriends name and Joe because that’s my grandpas name who just died. I am EXCITED! I go back to dr the 16th and my mom will know the gender but I wont until February 1, also my birthday. 🙂
“Being a single parent is twice the work, twice the stress and twice the tears; but also twice the hugs, twice the love, and twice the pride.” -Unknown
Yes the dad of Emma or Maddox is no longer part of my life but that’s fine. Not every dad stays in a kids life right? I know I have a wonderful support system in place and I can do this! Everything happens for reason we will never know but I am very grateful to be able to have a baby finally. Everyone has told me just wait and pray and breath and 5 years later after all the infertility treatments and tears from nothing working I am getting my miracle. Woot woot! Well everyone have a wonderful day and a great New years, love you all! 🙂