I actually believe that our lives are already laid out before us. Theres a path each one of us is meant to follow. We come in and out of one anothers lives fpr very specfic reasons. One alittle action, or a major catastrophe, ripples along, changing in its path for a reason. At the time we may think its unfair, torture even. Later we are able to see the effect it caused and what good came from it…
Hello guys and gals so starting Monday I was will be doing a week of self care. I'll be doing things for ME and only ME. Next Sunday I will give you a rundown on what I did all week work pictures. I am needing to do this for me. You all know I struggle… Continue reading Self Care
So people have been asking me alot latley if I hate my baby daddy, if I'm going to let him part of me and my kids life, if I this or that. Well I am here to clarify so things about my whole situation. So grap your popcorn and wine and get ready. 🙂 This… Continue reading Baby Daddy.
20 weeks today. January 8, 2019 I am now at my half way mark. I am so excited, I mean I don't have the ideal situation but I finally am getting the baby I prayed and cried over for years. I don't think I could be anymore happier. I do have names picked too.. Emma… Continue reading Baby B what will you be?
As all of you know I am pregnant with my first baby. Tuesday was my 18 week mark, which means I am 4 months pregnant. When people say it goes fast they weren't joking, just a few days ago I was talking to my sister in law who just had a baby; I told her… Continue reading 18 Weeks and counting!
So this week has been very overwhelming. I lost my grandfather, he was 93 and he was my best friend. The last thing he told me was "have you been watering the watermelon?" if you don't know I'm pregnant so I'm getting bigger and he thinks its funny. Why I have no idea. He always… Continue reading Forgetting is the hardest part
Jason and I on my birthday. Harley yelling at Jason for not taking him to mommas house. John Reyes and I just drinking. This year was full of love, lost love also so much heart break. I think I came out of it stronger. I now know what I deserve in life and what I will… Continue reading 2018 is almost over.. Thank you Lord
Well if you don't already know. I am finally having a baby. I'm excited yet scared but things are about to change. Lets hope I van handle it all. Yes I understand having a baby is work and it's not for everyone but I have faith in myself that I can do this! I read… Continue reading Changes are coming..
When she opens up her Facebook and sees another pregnancy announcement and then another. I prayed everyday for years to guard her heart from the heartache that might possibly might overwhelm her or maybe the emotions of jealously that might drag her down and cause her to feel horrible person. I needed strength to hold… Continue reading It’s okay to not be okay
Man oh man. I have been gone for a while I am so very sorry. I have been busy as hell, with work and all the mandatory overtime we have to do. I am very exhausted and trying to get everything ready for Halloween and mostly CHRISTMAS!! I am that nerd that’s watching Christmas movies… Continue reading update on me!
Some days are better than most. There is also some days where I just break down. I want to alone and cry or even dead sometimes. why? does anyone ever really know why, I don't think so. I have a chemical unbalance and without my medication it'd be worse. I take the same medication twice… Continue reading Pill Shaming..
